Is anyone here spiritual?

Is anyone here into spirituality? I really want to share this in hopes that somebody will like it. and I know many people may not believe in this or just plain don't understand, but please no flames, okay? no reason to make another person feel bad with hurtful words....

Let me explain something.... not only is there a big universe, consisting of both many physical worlds and many spiritual worlds.... but there are many many many universes as well..... My soul comes from not just far away in this universe, but a different one all together.... one which is very.... very.... very far away..... because of that, even the people of earth who are really spiritual do not understand me.... and such I have no human friends..... my only friends are my spirit companions, who traveled here with me but did not incarnate......and my dolls (which I believe have souls btw... everything in existence does, simply because its part of the big whole)..... and I guess my cat, who has done nothing much but lick my hands and arms and rub her head against me.....

the universe that myself and Nephy come from.....it is perfect.....no negativity, no disagreements about things that are important.....no conflicts.....the spiritual people of earth say that that would make earth boring and that a balance between positive and negativity is needed....however....they only say that because they know no other way.....and cannot imagine what it is like to be happy all the time....they worry it might be a bad idea.....and so they resist......

oh, and let me tell you about my spirit friends. Currently I know of three of them. There's Nephy, who's the closest to me. She talks with me all the time and tries to solve every single problem I have if she can. And she's very very gentle, and never puts pressure on me unless I want her to. There's also Melody and Sanaki. Neither one of them talks as much but theyre both just as gentle as Nephy. Melody sleeps instead of talking, while Sanaki is busy playing. Both are ways of recovering themselves after being bullied in their pastlives. They assume identities of their choosing, but they choose things that I like. Nephy and Sanaki make themselves into video game characters, while Melody takes on an original appearance....